She was my friend, then best friend, then... more than just friend... And then, Love. This was what chain of relations I had made with her. She was my friend from the beginning. She even became my best friend, on my proposal. But I never talked to her of my further relations I had secretly made with her.
We then lost tracks. She went somewhere, I went somewhere else. We had no touch for a year. I didn't have her number, and we weren't on facebook. I missed her, but didn't care much. My 'love' was not perpetual. And I feared, if she falls in love with someone there... What would happen to me?? I can't spend my entire life as Devdas. I have to forget her. No, she was never my love. Just friends.
We suddenly met after a year on facebook. Yeah, she was still my friend. She didn't forget me. From facebook we switched to phone. Often we talked. One day I wrote on facebook, 'i'm in great problem'. Soon I got a call from her. She asked what problem I had. What should I tell this? Love?? Yeah, of course its love. But this love is from a dearest friend. She had never 'loved' me, but always loved me as friend. And I kind of enjoyed it. I felt angry on myself for bringing in all such crap. Even I had tried to forget her while we were away. But she didn't lessen her true friendship. This touched me the most.
I've come to a decision not to bring topics as love. I enjoyed more as friend.... A pure, doubtless and problem-free love that's 100% genuine. It is free from crap such as jealousy. Of course, it took time to change my mind. I felt jealous when she talked and joked with other boys. But tried to control it.
Today, everything is ok. She's still my best friend. I no longer feel jealous of other boys talking with her. We even say, 'hey, when are you getting married?' She smiles and says, 'Shut up!'
I'm waiting for the day when I shall dance a lot in her marriage.... In the marriage of my lovely best friend.
We then lost tracks. She went somewhere, I went somewhere else. We had no touch for a year. I didn't have her number, and we weren't on facebook. I missed her, but didn't care much. My 'love' was not perpetual. And I feared, if she falls in love with someone there... What would happen to me?? I can't spend my entire life as Devdas. I have to forget her. No, she was never my love. Just friends.
We suddenly met after a year on facebook. Yeah, she was still my friend. She didn't forget me. From facebook we switched to phone. Often we talked. One day I wrote on facebook, 'i'm in great problem'. Soon I got a call from her. She asked what problem I had. What should I tell this? Love?? Yeah, of course its love. But this love is from a dearest friend. She had never 'loved' me, but always loved me as friend. And I kind of enjoyed it. I felt angry on myself for bringing in all such crap. Even I had tried to forget her while we were away. But she didn't lessen her true friendship. This touched me the most.
I've come to a decision not to bring topics as love. I enjoyed more as friend.... A pure, doubtless and problem-free love that's 100% genuine. It is free from crap such as jealousy. Of course, it took time to change my mind. I felt jealous when she talked and joked with other boys. But tried to control it.
Today, everything is ok. She's still my best friend. I no longer feel jealous of other boys talking with her. We even say, 'hey, when are you getting married?' She smiles and says, 'Shut up!'
I'm waiting for the day when I shall dance a lot in her marriage.... In the marriage of my lovely best friend.
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